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A prayer

Thursday, October 9th, 2008

Lord,

protect our doubts, because Doubt is a way of praying. It is Doubt that makes us grow because it forces us to lok fearlessly at the many answers that exist to one question.  And in order for this to be possible…

Lord, protect our decisions, because making Decisions is a way choose between one road and another.  May our YES always be a YES, and our NO always be a NO.  Once we have chosen our road, may we never look back nor allow our soul to be eaten away by remorse.  And in order for this to be possible…

Lord, protect our actions, because Action is a way of praying.  May our daily bread be the result of the very best that we carry within us.  May we, through work and Action, share a little of the love we receive.  And in order for this to be possible…

Lord, protect our dreams, because to Dream is a way of praying.  Make sure that, regardless of our age or our circumstances, we are capable of keeping alight in our heart the sacred flame of hope and perseverance.  And in order for this to be possible…

Lord, give us enthusiasm, because Enthusiasm is a way of praying.  It is what binds us to the Heaven and to Earth, to grown-ups, and to children; it is what tells us that our desires are important and deserve our best efforts.  It is Enthusiasm that reaffirms to us that everything is possible; as long as we are totally committed to what we are doing.  And in order for this to be possible…

Lord, protect us, because Life is the only way we have of making manifest Your miracle.  May the earth continue to transform seeds into wheat, may we continue to transmute wheat into bread.  And this is only possible if we have Love; therefore, do not leave us in solitude.  Always give us Your comany, and the company of men and women who have doubts, who act and dream and feel enthusiam, and who live each day as if it were totally dedicated to Your glory.

Amen.

等待

Thursday, March 22nd, 2007

荒漠甘泉   3月22日   使7:22-34

摩西等了四十年, 耶穌基督等了三十年. 上帝沒有忘記他們, 而是不斷的預備, 訓練, 教育, 才興起他們成為神的器皿……

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我開始有點心急了, 恨不得世上快點發明任意門. 然而在空間摺疊技術未成熟前, 我還是要安份的等待, 準備自己, 迎接重遇的日子和以後的難關. 一想到這裏, 時間既太多又太少.  怕自己浪費了學習和成長的時間, 又怕那份要擔負的不等人, 怕我和所注目的永遠再沒有相交點.

我真的需要問自己, 需要一個答案……

駕駛者

Sunday, February 25th, 2007

在一車人七嘴八舌之下,車子在兩日內從粉嶺到筲箕灣到柴灣到葵涌到鶴糾到大美篤到大埔到黃大仙。拿著國際車牌的我終於嘗到香港駕車的恐怖,彎多路窄泊車難,又怕其他人和車,因此各位曾經在這兩日內到過以上地區的你絕對需要感謝神。

最是人生路不熟的正是司機,不用踏油門的乘客趁機用口駕車,”停!”"左線呀~”"開快d啦~”等等不絕於耳。第二天我還是忍不住在駕車時喝斥他們”收聲! 我乜都聽不到。” 大家即時被mute,一片死寂。與其被七嘴八舌的雜音干擾,耳根清靜,倒好。

在太和村泊車過後,我吃著魚蛋河想:我還不是曾這樣對主說話嗎?

時間

Wednesday, February 7th, 2007

心筆在弦 真之章 pp12-14

自上一段感情過後,時間突然空出了一大段,不需要再顧念女朋友的感受,不需要再測想,不需要再頭痛怎樣”tum”女朋友,更不需要講電話MSN,有的沒的,只為了維持電話與電話之間無形無聲的聯繫。在痛楚之中也不得不承認,是輕鬆了,也發覺除了愛情,身邊有很多東西需要我去注意 – 工作,信仰,朋友,文字,個人更新,甚至遠一點的社區保育,潮流趨勢對自己的影響等。

是的,那時候我得到愛情,失去更多。在把一個人當作終生伴侶時是值得的,然而把眼光放遠一點,除了將時間花在愛情,有沒有更高的理想?

這個問題牽涉進了時間價值的範疇。如在假日花時間買特價貨,會否比悠閒地坐在椅上晒太陽更有價值?和朋友吃喝玩樂之餘,會否比在清風下躺在草地上更有價值?甚至在鞏固終生的愛情之下,會否比孤獨的找尋永生更有價值?

我無法想到一個絕對確切而可行的答案。因為能夠找到一位堅定不移的終生伴侶,一起找尋永生這個完美選擇的機會太少,價值可能高得令人感到無福消受。